Stuck, and confused.
So I don't know what to do now, Justin isn't calling me, Justin isn't returning my calls, he's not even answering his phones when I call, is he being another Lupe? Who ignores me? Won't talk to me? I can't take this anymore, maybe I will just never date again. At least I won't get hurt, right? If he doesn't call me today, then I know he is avoiding me or something isn't going right, because I don't know what else to do. I can't handle this anymore.. Urgh... well, I will give him one more day, if he doesn't call me today, then I am going to call it a quits, not going to try anymore...ya know? It's not fair. Ugh, anywho, I have to work tonight 5-10, oh yay! NOT. I hate working that late, especially on a school night, because then I am too tired the next day.
We don't have school today because tomorrow is the starting of the 2nd trimester, one more trimester to go, and no more schooooool. Woohoo, it is kind of scary though knowing that this is my last year, Senior year. I think a lot of people are happy about it, but I am actually not, because I know once I graduate, I will be alone, once again, the friends I have now I won't even talk to probably, like Chase, Valerie, Aimee Anderson, any of them. They are just not my *close* friends.. if you want to put it that way... they are just friends from school who I talk to. I don't know... oh well..
Hmm, I don't think I am going to Germany this summer, because I don't have the money too.. Mrs. Hatchner I am sure is going to be a little upset, because I said I was going to go, and she was all "yay, that is good, it's once in a life time" and then everyone at my work thinks I am going. This sucks ass... oh well, I'll have to break it to everyone. *sigh*
Why am I so easy to scare? I can't stand it lol... everyone at my work finds it funny to scare me. They come behind the corner at work and just start to startle me... bah.... then I scream and jump. Ryan does it so bad to me, he was acting really nice to me yesterday which was weird, he is never nice to me usually... we got a long, usually we fight once a time we work with eachother, yesterday we didn't. Oh well... *sigh*
So, Dean and I are getting a long in talking kind of, not talking too much, but we are talking. And he thinks he is not going to my college, which is a good thing, because I wouldn't be able to handle that, knowing we could possibly have some classes together, because it's ont a big school, and we both want to take computer classes. And I haven't seen him since our break up, so I think it would be hard to see him again, and knowing he has a girlfriend and just seeing him wouldn't be right. lol, he says he is in a band, wow.... right. I want to see it to believe it. =/
Tre'vonne is in jail, don't know if I mentioned that. I can't remember... Liz called me a couple of days ago and told me that he choked her again and threatened pretty much to kill her whole family before he left to Alaska.. what a dumbass, prick...
Okay, that's all for now, I'll write tomorrow, I will let you know how my first day of the 2nd trimester goes. Laters<3
~Ang
We don't have school today because tomorrow is the starting of the 2nd trimester, one more trimester to go, and no more schooooool. Woohoo, it is kind of scary though knowing that this is my last year, Senior year. I think a lot of people are happy about it, but I am actually not, because I know once I graduate, I will be alone, once again, the friends I have now I won't even talk to probably, like Chase, Valerie, Aimee Anderson, any of them. They are just not my *close* friends.. if you want to put it that way... they are just friends from school who I talk to. I don't know... oh well..
Hmm, I don't think I am going to Germany this summer, because I don't have the money too.. Mrs. Hatchner I am sure is going to be a little upset, because I said I was going to go, and she was all "yay, that is good, it's once in a life time" and then everyone at my work thinks I am going. This sucks ass... oh well, I'll have to break it to everyone. *sigh*
Why am I so easy to scare? I can't stand it lol... everyone at my work finds it funny to scare me. They come behind the corner at work and just start to startle me... bah.... then I scream and jump. Ryan does it so bad to me, he was acting really nice to me yesterday which was weird, he is never nice to me usually... we got a long, usually we fight once a time we work with eachother, yesterday we didn't. Oh well... *sigh*
So, Dean and I are getting a long in talking kind of, not talking too much, but we are talking. And he thinks he is not going to my college, which is a good thing, because I wouldn't be able to handle that, knowing we could possibly have some classes together, because it's ont a big school, and we both want to take computer classes. And I haven't seen him since our break up, so I think it would be hard to see him again, and knowing he has a girlfriend and just seeing him wouldn't be right. lol, he says he is in a band, wow.... right. I want to see it to believe it. =/
Tre'vonne is in jail, don't know if I mentioned that. I can't remember... Liz called me a couple of days ago and told me that he choked her again and threatened pretty much to kill her whole family before he left to Alaska.. what a dumbass, prick...
Okay, that's all for now, I'll write tomorrow, I will let you know how my first day of the 2nd trimester goes. Laters<3
~Ang