*sigh*

Dec 05, 2004 08:21

Heya... So Anna is doing my livejournal, fixing it up a bit and making it all prettyful, thank you<3 hehe. Yeah, so Rick let me get off work early, because I wasn't feeling good, *sigh* he was being a dick about it though, he's like "leave at 6:30" and was giving me shit, I'm like "ummmmm ok" hahaha, Aimee is pissed at him!!! I was asking Emily F why this kid wears a helmet at my school(he's a special ed kid), and Emily told me and Rick butts in and goes "what are you talking about?" and Emily goes "we were talking about this retarted kid who goes to my school" and Rick goes "Who Aimee?" what a tard!! Aimee was working too... and Emily was like "OOOOOHHHHH AIMEEE!!!!!" and she comes over, and goes "Rick just called you retarted" she told him what we were talking about, and Aimee spazzed out on his ass!!! it was great and funny as hell.. now, Rick use to like Aimee, Rick is 34 or 35 years old, YUCK... and Aimee is 18...yeah, BIG difference. Aimee use to like him, but not anymore. So she was going to have her bestfriend come to work after she got off work and make Rick jealous as hell, and after she clocks out make out with her bestfriend Teri(a guy) lol, right in front of Rick...man I wish I would be there!!! =D mwahaha. yeah she has guts man..oh well. Anywho...
Justin hasn't called me yet!! Grrr...I WANT TO KNOW IF HE IS GOING TO BREAK UP WITH MIRANDA!! *sigh* he has to...I'll be sad if he doesn't! =o( Miranda looks like a fucking guy...I am so much better!!! lol, and I am actually willing to do shit with him, =/ yeah, I know I am acting like a bitch, but what else are you gonna do when you like someone so badly?!?!?!? ESPECIALLY AFTER HE PRETTY MUCH SAID HE LIKED ME TOO!! And! Didn't stop me when he held my hands and kissed me..*sigh* and I asked him last night if he was mad after I did it hes like "no, why would I be?" so that's a good thing, right?!?!? If he hurts me, I dunno what to do, I can't handle anymore pain in my life...Christmas is going to be depressing enough, not having Dean around with me, yeah I'll admit, I hate being alone, but I don't use people for pity, I really do like Justin, a lot. I wouldn't of done what I did for nothing, you know what I mean? It's so hard, especially being in this situation. Sorry, I am rambling. What else am I suppose to do? I don't have many friends to go to anymore, and the ones I do go to, don't really care what I have to say...so this sucksssssssss. Oh well.. well, I am going to get going, wait paitently for Justin to call...*sigh* laters!<3
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