Money makes the world go round...
Some people think money doesn't bring happiness, but I think that's only because those people have money and try to gain happiness through it. How did I go from having over $3,000 to now having less than 300???? Here I thought my days of romen noodles was over but now they come crashing back faster than ever. I live in the most awesome city in the world, well of all those that I've already visit. Happiness should, and does come to me easily here. I live with amazing people, everything's peachy. Except MONEY! I've seen it almost break up relationships. I'm tired of borrowing money, tire of having people bail me out. I need to do this on my own.
If only I hadn't quit my job, yeah I hated it, probably more than anything I've ever hated in my life. But I should have just stuck it out. Maybe I'd get better? $560 on average a paycheck... AMAZING. Why did I ever turn that down? Yeah they treated me like crap, but the money was worth it. I hope they give me my job back so I can go back to not worrying about these things, but a 30 day wait might be too late. I've got enough for bills and rent with $31.00 to spare. Can I live off that? I guess I've got no choice. I'd ask my mom to help bail me out but guess what, I LIED ABOUT NOT QUITING MY JOB! Sounded like a great idea but now that I look back I should have been just honest. Or just not quit.
Btw I'm not writing this to make anyone feel bad for me. And Kellie, which I know your gonna read this, don't feel obligated to lend me money. You did enough when I moved here and I know that that caused a lot of stress on you seeing that your saving account was no long there due to the 800 you lent me. I truly appreciated it, if it wasn't for you I wouldn't be here experiencing the most amazing time of my life. I'm writing specifically just to get my rant out and in the open. It feels nice feeling my fingers running slowly over the keys getting all of this out.
I think I'm gonna wrap this up now and stop being antisocial, but I'll get on later and vent some more. Thanks for reading :D
If only I hadn't quit my job, yeah I hated it, probably more than anything I've ever hated in my life. But I should have just stuck it out. Maybe I'd get better? $560 on average a paycheck... AMAZING. Why did I ever turn that down? Yeah they treated me like crap, but the money was worth it. I hope they give me my job back so I can go back to not worrying about these things, but a 30 day wait might be too late. I've got enough for bills and rent with $31.00 to spare. Can I live off that? I guess I've got no choice. I'd ask my mom to help bail me out but guess what, I LIED ABOUT NOT QUITING MY JOB! Sounded like a great idea but now that I look back I should have been just honest. Or just not quit.
Btw I'm not writing this to make anyone feel bad for me. And Kellie, which I know your gonna read this, don't feel obligated to lend me money. You did enough when I moved here and I know that that caused a lot of stress on you seeing that your saving account was no long there due to the 800 you lent me. I truly appreciated it, if it wasn't for you I wouldn't be here experiencing the most amazing time of my life. I'm writing specifically just to get my rant out and in the open. It feels nice feeling my fingers running slowly over the keys getting all of this out.
I think I'm gonna wrap this up now and stop being antisocial, but I'll get on later and vent some more. Thanks for reading :D