Searching For The Right Way.
Wow, I never update this thing anymore. I think I will more once I leave Milwaukee because I think that all my stories will be slightly more interesting....haha.
Well, today was a pretty fun day. Although I had to come up to Riverside on my day off I got the solo I wanted for graduation and I can't wait to sing the song on Saturday. It's SO pretty. We're singing "Soar" by Christina A. Me and Emily picked it! As usual Mrs. Walker is getting all pissed because she decided to teach the damn song like this week!!! Who does that? ONLY WALKER. I have to say, I won't miss that part of highschool at all. Then me and Emily went to stalk-I mean see Peng at his job. He works at the Cinnabon in Brookfield Square. I really wanted my camera in that moment just so I could have some shots of him at work. We walked around with him during his break and he pointed out all the stores he hates because the people don't say hi to him. I thought that was quite funny. The whole time we were hanging out with him all I could think was how much I was going to miss him. He has been a really good friend and now he's moving away to California! *tear* It was fun though and me and Emily got applications to work there. Wouldn't it be funny if we all worked together? Hahaha.
I'm still in that thinking and wondering sort of mood. Thinking about how I want to spend my summer and the kind of person I want to be in college. I do know that I want to be a different person then I was in highschool. I'm wondering what I did to deserve some of the shit people have been giving me this week. I'm wondering how me and Adam could be friends for so long and now we pass eachother as if that never even happened. I mean I wanna talk but does he want to listen? I just sent him something that will give us both some closure, I think. I don't know though. I just want to have fun at Graduation on Saturday and try not to think about Adam too much. Last night when we went to the awards thing for seniors and juniors I broke down in the bathroom and started crying. When I say crying I mean that I was literally letting it all out. It's depressing to know that people just don't try or care anymore.
Graduation is saturday! YESSSS. Finally out of the hell hole I like to call Riverside. In the words of one of my new friends from Lawrence, "I'm going to REAL school now." hahaha.
Well, today was a pretty fun day. Although I had to come up to Riverside on my day off I got the solo I wanted for graduation and I can't wait to sing the song on Saturday. It's SO pretty. We're singing "Soar" by Christina A. Me and Emily picked it! As usual Mrs. Walker is getting all pissed because she decided to teach the damn song like this week!!! Who does that? ONLY WALKER. I have to say, I won't miss that part of highschool at all. Then me and Emily went to stalk-I mean see Peng at his job. He works at the Cinnabon in Brookfield Square. I really wanted my camera in that moment just so I could have some shots of him at work. We walked around with him during his break and he pointed out all the stores he hates because the people don't say hi to him. I thought that was quite funny. The whole time we were hanging out with him all I could think was how much I was going to miss him. He has been a really good friend and now he's moving away to California! *tear* It was fun though and me and Emily got applications to work there. Wouldn't it be funny if we all worked together? Hahaha.
I'm still in that thinking and wondering sort of mood. Thinking about how I want to spend my summer and the kind of person I want to be in college. I do know that I want to be a different person then I was in highschool. I'm wondering what I did to deserve some of the shit people have been giving me this week. I'm wondering how me and Adam could be friends for so long and now we pass eachother as if that never even happened. I mean I wanna talk but does he want to listen? I just sent him something that will give us both some closure, I think. I don't know though. I just want to have fun at Graduation on Saturday and try not to think about Adam too much. Last night when we went to the awards thing for seniors and juniors I broke down in the bathroom and started crying. When I say crying I mean that I was literally letting it all out. It's depressing to know that people just don't try or care anymore.
Graduation is saturday! YESSSS. Finally out of the hell hole I like to call Riverside. In the words of one of my new friends from Lawrence, "I'm going to REAL school now." hahaha.