I never in a million years would have seen myself doing this...
Being the 'connection'

It's so strange...

And to be going to him....
at least it's not Brent...

I cry myself to sleep again tonight
'Cause I cannot hold you tight.
I wish I could see you again tomorrow
To take all this sorrow
Sorrow, I'm hollow (misprint in booklet)

When I touch you
Can you feel It
When I need you
Can you give it
When I look in your eyes
Can you see me
When I fall
Will you catch me, catch me, catch me

Misery
Is what I feel
When you're not ( Read more... )

Brent is telling me that he thinks Lizzy is cheating on him ( Read more... )

The elusiveness ( Read more... )

I'd completely forgotten how amazing that feeling is ( Read more... )

I dove right in and told him last night.

After he went to watch V for Vendetta when I THOUGHT he was doing homework.
He came over after the movie to say goodnight to me *awwwww* and Shannon was over "helping me study for Humanities" ie. Listening to me bitch and whine about Jared.

When he came in he just sat in my computer chair while me and Shan ( Read more... )

Could she be the reason we're not together?

I hate having these brief attacks of paranoia.
I'd like to think that if Jared was fucking someone in Waterdown that he wouldn't be with me.
But then again, based on past experiences....

I HATE comparing the two of them.
They're like strawberries and lemons.
One is sweet, and juicy, and yummy to the max.
and the ( Read more... )

He's pretty much perfect.
Okay, not perfect but just... ugh.

I would be so much happier that Jared is so damn amazing if I wasn't developing this huge crush on Matt.
I mean, me and Jared aren't TECHNICALLY together. but in a sense we are.

Fuck.Everything

Since I've been this geuninely happy.

Since a boy really made me this smiggly without even being around.

Last night was just awesome on so many levels.
and then the note this evening was the icing on the cake.

I can't wait for Sunday night when Jared gets back.
I'm kinda wondering what will happen...

So once again I caved ( Read more... )