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this day was good so far,i woke up to my best friend calling me just to see how i was..its nice ,just to have someone call to make sure your ok ,especially feling the way i do.i was happy this morning then andrew woke up he tells me i need to calm down i didnt evensay anything to the kid!hes 4 yrs old telling me to calm down he hates me and he needs leg asprin.im so tired of being here but running away froom it wont make it any better . i told wayhe last night im unhappy here because i dnt have anyone he suggested that i invite erika down to live with me. i know that wouldnt work out very well,it would be crazy and probally make things worse i wish i could ,though! it would be nice to have my b/f and best friend living with me id be happy,but i guess im being selfish lately,cuz waye has none at all here at least i have aunt karen.or im here living with family wayne has none of that here .but any way i just though it be nice to update ill talk to everyone sonn.