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so today is a new ,i have so much time on my hands to think and what i think is im not disrrespecting myself,im dealin with my problems and hopefully working things out im sick of running a way i can handl myself so i figure im no longer going to ask everyone what i hsould do i know what i have to do but im staying for the moment til i can get things done the right way.its my life and ill deal with it my way,i do miss home and my family and friends but i need to deal with the shit i have at this moment instead of leaving it up to everyone else to figure out for me.im a big girl im sure ill figure something out sooner or later i will return home but at this mmoment im going to enjoy florida as much as possibe until ,im no longer enjoying it ,i know my friends will always be there for me and i appritiate the fact that you care,i understand where your coming from ,but i also know that i have to get things done by my self i cant always expect someone to be there to get rid of my light work.im know when im ready i will do it myself.i dnt want to lose you as abest friend and i want to grow old with you and hopefully have my kids call u aunt erika,but as of the moment th ekids are not coming adn im youing and have my whole life ahead of me to make mistakes if you feel as though you should be angry with me i will understand but no matter what youll always be my best friend and i want you to always remember that PLEASE!you r a true friend and i truley feel thankful to have you come in to my life!and i dnt want you to ever leave .bt anyway ,yea