soo its been a while
its been a while since i wrote in this since myspace is an annoying yet addicting site.i miss home its so strange its christmas and im not with my family actually right now im home all by myself . its ok i guess i mean its just another day if you look at it ,so i guess thats just the way i will look at it to deal with not being with my family .my boyfriend had to work tody but its ok more money towards getting home for a week or so .i want to go home top stay but wayne doesnt .so i dont know how to decide what to do .its all ok thought i guess.i have to take a crap .when i called my mom she made me cry i know she loves me ,its almost funny i think im handeling this better then i thought i would .so i guess that mostly all for now .I MISS HOME AND MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY.im going to shower now ....im dirty and tired and sad so enjoy merry christmas to me ....