Just called the psychogist and sceduled a new appointment.
Though, since I stopped going for a while, I now have to wait three weeks for a new appointment.
Fuck it.
Ah well. Soonishly I'll get to go there again.
I had another fucked up nightmare tonight. This time I was being chased by some monster along with some friends who all had to sacrifice ( Read more... )

Reminder; need to call psychologist for own mental health. To keep myself from jumping off a bridge.
Apparently mom is coming over tomorrow. Hello anxiety-attack.
She's leaving Slinky here cause she booked a lastminute trip for her and Viking up to Falun and grandpa. Poor Viking, getting dragged on a trip with those two. They both hated each other ( Read more... )

I was shaking when I went to bed last night. Creepy. So right, first thing I should do on Monday is calling the psychologist and getting an appointment. Sigh.
Today I watched loads of TV... Like Driving Lessons and I Now Pronounce You Chuck And Larry. Also I hung out some with my dad and brother. Hanna called me up and we went for a walk and she ( Read more... )

I don't get how I got so fragile. I hate it.
Anyways, I cried myself to sleep tonight, cried today whilst watching telly (like crocodile-tears)....
I'm trying my best.
I called the psychologist, but came to an answering machine. I hope I get an appointment soon, if else I'm jumping off a bridge, probably.
I am done with dealing.
Mom is being awful again ( Read more... )

Alright. I'm at school. Now I have less then two hours to get rid off before I'm off to my second visit at the psychologist. I think I'm gonna tell her about me being bisexual (this is a christian place, remember?), Salle, my thoughts about anti-depressive pills and such today.
Anyways, I'm very awake today and that feels great. Dad bought me a ( Read more... )

Another night and I can't sleep. I'm watching the HIM vs Bam-dvd ( Read more... )