Life is kinda good at the moment.
Still have economy-issues, but you know.
I have a job. I work for Leyhausen International Call Centre as a Interviewer.
Probably the most boring job ever. But it works. I manage.
Emma now has bright red hair and is a hopeful Suicide Girl (aka the alternative modeling agency). So cool <3 ( Read more... )

I hate myself and for once I just want to die.
Everything I do, I do wrong.
Nobody holds on to me.
Mom's being horrible.
I wish I was someone better.
I'm just a waste of space.
I just wish god'd strike me with thunder so I wouldn't have to hurt anymore.
I hate my life.
bye

ps. cut myself again. sigh. ds.