Why I'm Sad Today
Well, firstly I held a dead kitten for an hour on tuesday...
Secondly I'm weak and I'm forgiving my stupid friend Amanda, even though I'm doubting if I want her as my friend again
Thirdly I'm tired of school and don't have the will to study at all, even though I really should study...
Fourth is because I'm listening to sad music
Fifth is because my mom psycicly ill and often mad at me and screaming that I'm not special at all and there's nothing to feel sorry for me about...
Sixth is because this guy who likes me, Jakob, want's to meet me this weekend (I don't find him attractive but he's nice and he really loves me) and I'm afraid that when I meet him, if I do, looks like I won't need too now, he won't like me anymore... I've met him once before for like 40 minutes and other than that we've been talking on messenger...
Seven is because when I read all of this, I feel pathetic...
Gosh, I hate being myself right now...
Love you all xxxxx
Secondly I'm weak and I'm forgiving my stupid friend Amanda, even though I'm doubting if I want her as my friend again
Thirdly I'm tired of school and don't have the will to study at all, even though I really should study...
Fourth is because I'm listening to sad music
Fifth is because my mom psycicly ill and often mad at me and screaming that I'm not special at all and there's nothing to feel sorry for me about...
Sixth is because this guy who likes me, Jakob, want's to meet me this weekend (I don't find him attractive but he's nice and he really loves me) and I'm afraid that when I meet him, if I do, looks like I won't need too now, he won't like me anymore... I've met him once before for like 40 minutes and other than that we've been talking on messenger...
Seven is because when I read all of this, I feel pathetic...
Gosh, I hate being myself right now...
Love you all xxxxx