Baby baby, you're lemon in my eye. When I see you, you make me cry.
What's happend lately:
* Yesterday I first went to Gothenburg, met up with Jennika, Malin and Martin We went around the city, then Martin and Malin went to see Miss Li, and Jennika and I went with the twins and Jokke and his friend Amanda to Café Vanilj where we spent an hour or two. Then I said my last goodbyes to Jennika (before she went to Ireland) which felt really sad and annoying.
Jokke and Amanda and I went to the Valhalla Swimming Center and met up with Salle and Carro and drank some ciders and beers before we went to Brewhouse to see Alice In Videoland. On the way in I met my dear gayfriend Daniel who's so cute and was happy to see me, then we went further in and John (my mate from Hultsfred whom I met The Courteeners with) found me (I'd seen him walk by earlier and hadn't reacted so I texted him) and we hugged and he was tall and happy to see me aswell. Then Salle, Jokke and I danced and jumped happily whilst watching Alice In Videoland (who are a greeeeeat band to see live).
After that I went with Salle, Jokke and Amanda out on town looking for a good pub in which we could take some drinks, but then we skipped it and went to McDonalds instead and ate. Outside McDonalds I met Brian! <3 It was great to see him again after Hultsfred and he'd been watching Manu Chao, I think...
* Today I spent the morning in a meeting for the Norra Hallands newspaper which I'm gonna write for in the future, and as far as I know, I'll get paid for what I write, so that'll be awsome if that's the case. I'm working with Hilda, Oskar and my old classmate Rasmus so it's loads of fun and Hilda wants me to write about meeting Henrik Berggren so I guess I'll do that. Then I went watching The Bunnyslippers (two boys from my old school's in the band, they're a year younger than me) play covers in Gothenburg with Hanna, Solberg, Oskar, Lotta and Hannah L.
All day I've felt that I have a strong gaydar going for me. Hehehe. Andreas tested it and it's good. =D
After the gig, which was filled with giggles (come on they played Enrique Inglesias song "hero" and I heard about Gustav, one of the boys in the band that I halfishly know, telling Oskar that his pants that have pink flowers on them attract girls a lot, LOL, they're so gay, and Max, their singer whom I also halfly know, is soooo queer) I went to a small cosy café with Solberg, Hanna and Hannah L. It was nice but I think the cashier over-charged me. I didn't bother to care about it, was tired. Anyways, Hanna and Solberg got cought it a really boring conversation about times in art, litterature and music and the order of them (like classisism, realism and so on) and they just wouldn't shut up when I wanted to tell them I was leaving.
Anyway I left the café went and found Jokke, Robert (my dear queer, he's so CUTE, and snob-ish and GAY, Solberg thinks he looks like a model) and Carro and we went to Kungstorget for the RixFM-festival (where we met up with Tim, my old classmate Andreas and his friend Viktor) and saw Kate Ryan (she was lovely live, though her playback fucked up once, she looked EMBARRASSED), E-type and loads of swedish bands perform. It was fun but the rain started pouring down for a bit and that was horrid. Oh and we saw this radio-host whoä's about 60+ strip in front of us. He fucking unbuttoned his pants onstage even whilst dancing to E-type. We all died. I really need to delete that mental picture of mr Hjärt Fylking stripping, it could might aswell been my grandpa or something, haha. Robert and I decided we need to meet and go to some café soon. Greeeat =D
* Also one of the girls in the bands who performed looked like someone. I almost started crying, I just started feeling soo soo bad (and sad) all of a sudden. They have the exact same hairdo and I just felt... empty. Tim feels sad for me, at least. And Jokke told me that the girl must be a stupid bitch to avoid me nowadays. No. But he comforted me a little.
Then after the gig we met Jokke's step-brother and step-sister (from his dad's side) and Tim's sister. Then I ate a falafel and took the bus home. And at Järntorget Hanna and Barry went on my bus and we talked about tomorrow's gig-plans to see Hardcore Superstar and Takida. And we decided we're going to Sticky Fingers next tuesday. Fun. Also I'll be meeting Barry tomorrow for book-exchange-ing. We understand eachother when it comes to books, what else can I say?
* Oh, earlier in the morning Hanna mentioned that her sister's friends apparerly talk shit about me. I don't get it. And I can't believe she told me about it. She was so weird just from nowhere she said "I don't get how my sis friends can talk shit about you, you're fun (or something similar "cool" maybe). Even now they talk about you". I was like "They who?" and she answered "You know... Mathilda and her friends". Gosh, I've done shots with Mathilda. I don't get it. Is Hanna trying to make me insecure about myself again? Is she trying to make me feel bad? Was she lying? Maybe so. I don't understand Hanna anymore. She's sooooo self-indulgent. And boring. Boring. And mean.
* Oh, and Panda seems to be flirting with me again. Apparently she was at Alice In Videoland aswell and was sad that she missed me. Awws.
* I dunno what's up with Emma. She's written on her bilddagbok that she won't be going to the Offsetfestival cause she wants to stalk Foals instead cause she's kinda friends with them now. I guess I'll find out tomorrow or the day after, since she's coming back to sweden then. Not that we live close to each other though. =/
* Giia has invited me to her dyke-party @ Slottskogen (the castleforest) on Saturday. I might go. I dunno. I hope Eviie goes, I feel like talking to her.
* Johanna's invited me to go with her (and hopefully Rebecca and Malin aswell) to see some standup-comics perform on Friday. Fun =) I love Magnus Betnér and he's one of the performers. He's the only one who can pull off a joke about cunt-piercings. Heh.
* I really love this korean movie called "Windstruck". It's the only movie that makes me cry waterfalls and it's funny and sad and the best movie ever. Even if ours is half-assedly translated. I love it. I do. I do. And I love Jeon Ji Hyun, the girl who plays the lead role. She's so incredibly hot and pretty and funny and pure awsomeness <3 It's the best movie I've ever watched, seriously. And also I've found that I like a korean band called Wonder Girls.
Might post pictures from lately later.
Fuck. I don't feel so good. I just realized. I've been spending time trying to forget it and it worked for a bit, but I still feel hollow, empty, clueless.
* Yesterday I first went to Gothenburg, met up with Jennika, Malin and Martin We went around the city, then Martin and Malin went to see Miss Li, and Jennika and I went with the twins and Jokke and his friend Amanda to Café Vanilj where we spent an hour or two. Then I said my last goodbyes to Jennika (before she went to Ireland) which felt really sad and annoying.
Jokke and Amanda and I went to the Valhalla Swimming Center and met up with Salle and Carro and drank some ciders and beers before we went to Brewhouse to see Alice In Videoland. On the way in I met my dear gayfriend Daniel who's so cute and was happy to see me, then we went further in and John (my mate from Hultsfred whom I met The Courteeners with) found me (I'd seen him walk by earlier and hadn't reacted so I texted him) and we hugged and he was tall and happy to see me aswell. Then Salle, Jokke and I danced and jumped happily whilst watching Alice In Videoland (who are a greeeeeat band to see live).
After that I went with Salle, Jokke and Amanda out on town looking for a good pub in which we could take some drinks, but then we skipped it and went to McDonalds instead and ate. Outside McDonalds I met Brian! <3 It was great to see him again after Hultsfred and he'd been watching Manu Chao, I think...
* Today I spent the morning in a meeting for the Norra Hallands newspaper which I'm gonna write for in the future, and as far as I know, I'll get paid for what I write, so that'll be awsome if that's the case. I'm working with Hilda, Oskar and my old classmate Rasmus so it's loads of fun and Hilda wants me to write about meeting Henrik Berggren so I guess I'll do that. Then I went watching The Bunnyslippers (two boys from my old school's in the band, they're a year younger than me) play covers in Gothenburg with Hanna, Solberg, Oskar, Lotta and Hannah L.
All day I've felt that I have a strong gaydar going for me. Hehehe. Andreas tested it and it's good. =D
After the gig, which was filled with giggles (come on they played Enrique Inglesias song "hero" and I heard about Gustav, one of the boys in the band that I halfishly know, telling Oskar that his pants that have pink flowers on them attract girls a lot, LOL, they're so gay, and Max, their singer whom I also halfly know, is soooo queer) I went to a small cosy café with Solberg, Hanna and Hannah L. It was nice but I think the cashier over-charged me. I didn't bother to care about it, was tired. Anyways, Hanna and Solberg got cought it a really boring conversation about times in art, litterature and music and the order of them (like classisism, realism and so on) and they just wouldn't shut up when I wanted to tell them I was leaving.
Anyway I left the café went and found Jokke, Robert (my dear queer, he's so CUTE, and snob-ish and GAY, Solberg thinks he looks like a model) and Carro and we went to Kungstorget for the RixFM-festival (where we met up with Tim, my old classmate Andreas and his friend Viktor) and saw Kate Ryan (she was lovely live, though her playback fucked up once, she looked EMBARRASSED), E-type and loads of swedish bands perform. It was fun but the rain started pouring down for a bit and that was horrid. Oh and we saw this radio-host whoä's about 60+ strip in front of us. He fucking unbuttoned his pants onstage even whilst dancing to E-type. We all died. I really need to delete that mental picture of mr Hjärt Fylking stripping, it could might aswell been my grandpa or something, haha. Robert and I decided we need to meet and go to some café soon. Greeeat =D
* Also one of the girls in the bands who performed looked like someone. I almost started crying, I just started feeling soo soo bad (and sad) all of a sudden. They have the exact same hairdo and I just felt... empty. Tim feels sad for me, at least. And Jokke told me that the girl must be a stupid bitch to avoid me nowadays. No. But he comforted me a little.
Then after the gig we met Jokke's step-brother and step-sister (from his dad's side) and Tim's sister. Then I ate a falafel and took the bus home. And at Järntorget Hanna and Barry went on my bus and we talked about tomorrow's gig-plans to see Hardcore Superstar and Takida. And we decided we're going to Sticky Fingers next tuesday. Fun. Also I'll be meeting Barry tomorrow for book-exchange-ing. We understand eachother when it comes to books, what else can I say?
* Oh, earlier in the morning Hanna mentioned that her sister's friends apparerly talk shit about me. I don't get it. And I can't believe she told me about it. She was so weird just from nowhere she said "I don't get how my sis friends can talk shit about you, you're fun (or something similar "cool" maybe). Even now they talk about you". I was like "They who?" and she answered "You know... Mathilda and her friends". Gosh, I've done shots with Mathilda. I don't get it. Is Hanna trying to make me insecure about myself again? Is she trying to make me feel bad? Was she lying? Maybe so. I don't understand Hanna anymore. She's sooooo self-indulgent. And boring. Boring. And mean.
* Oh, and Panda seems to be flirting with me again. Apparently she was at Alice In Videoland aswell and was sad that she missed me. Awws.
* I dunno what's up with Emma. She's written on her bilddagbok that she won't be going to the Offsetfestival cause she wants to stalk Foals instead cause she's kinda friends with them now. I guess I'll find out tomorrow or the day after, since she's coming back to sweden then. Not that we live close to each other though. =/
* Giia has invited me to her dyke-party @ Slottskogen (the castleforest) on Saturday. I might go. I dunno. I hope Eviie goes, I feel like talking to her.
* Johanna's invited me to go with her (and hopefully Rebecca and Malin aswell) to see some standup-comics perform on Friday. Fun =) I love Magnus Betnér and he's one of the performers. He's the only one who can pull off a joke about cunt-piercings. Heh.
* I really love this korean movie called "Windstruck". It's the only movie that makes me cry waterfalls and it's funny and sad and the best movie ever. Even if ours is half-assedly translated. I love it. I do. I do. And I love Jeon Ji Hyun, the girl who plays the lead role. She's so incredibly hot and pretty and funny and pure awsomeness <3 It's the best movie I've ever watched, seriously. And also I've found that I like a korean band called Wonder Girls.
Might post pictures from lately later.
Fuck. I don't feel so good. I just realized. I've been spending time trying to forget it and it worked for a bit, but I still feel hollow, empty, clueless.