To friends, foes, and everyone in between.
isn't funny that she did that to you?
the same exact thing she did to me?
and wasn't it kinda wierd that i saw it coming? That i knew i was not going to be the only one?
How what you thought was real, turned out to be nothing more than a pretend?
something made-up, acted out, and strategically all planned out?
Putting that fake smile on your face, saying words you don't mean, making others believe that they could really let you in?
Those things you do disgusts me.
Especially to those who you care and love. She honestly trusted you. Loved you. Thought of you as a true friend.
But so did I, when i was too naive to know the things you do.
I will not tolerate it. I shall not ignore it no longer. You are a foe, not a friend. A true friend would not say the things you've said, do the things you do.
Even though others among you, who used to be my best friends years before i even got to know you, decided to turn against me.
They didn't say a word. They didn't do a thing to make it work. They did everything you planned, didn't they?
Now that i'm gone, you have set your eyes on the one who came with you, the one who thought had an alliance.
I do know how she feels. I remember the tears she cried, knowing that I too have shared the same tears.
But she does not know, that the things she is feeling now, she caused me to feel the feeling I felt not too long ago.
I'm sorry, but honey, open your eyes. Don't you see the pattern? Then it was 4. After it was 3. Now it is 2.
It's not like she hasn't hurt us before. and was completely unapologetic about it.
Friend, who i have known since that day you came up to be in 6th grade Band, Mr.Lutthan's room, with that big bright simle of yours and said, "Vote for me for 6th grade president!!!", I have regarded you as one of the most special person in my life. We've gone through so many memories, times, laughter, jokes, sadness, drama, it seems like we've been through it all.
Although you might have forgotten about me in the past 2 months, i would like to offer my hand to you in this time of blues.
I will always be a friend to you. Because i know you are not like that inside. People do make mistakes. and i know i love you so much. and i hope you care and love me the same way i do about you.
I hate seeing you like this, especially because i know how you feel.
If you can let me in your life once again, you will never regret that you let me.
Because i am your true friend.
(hey, who got you in that short skirt and spanky pants, huh?) :)
To the most down-to-earth girl i know,
i am dissappointed that you are letting it all go. I know you well, inside and out, to know that you are not usually the kind of person to step it up and tell it like it is. I know you do not like taking sides, but honey, you are taking sides if you are not doing anything about the situation.
I honestly don't believe that you feel that you do not want to be my friend any longer.
I can be you, and you can be you infront of eachother, and you KNOW that.
you don't have to pretend to be all ditzy and stupid. You don't have to dress up and wear the latest whatever. You can be YOU.
I won't judge, i promise. because you are amazing just the way you are. and that's why i love you.
I do have to admit that i sometime don't like it when you are around her, because it seems like you have to fill up her expectations.
where's that girl i used to know, where we would eat krispy kremes at my house, sleep in a tent in my backyard, and we would just talk hours and hours about that hottie from middle school? and we thought that we were the coolest people ever?
I'm not telling you to "chose sides" or whatever, but i just want you to be real with me.
I will never let anyone hurt you....but will you do the same for me?
and for the one who had everything.
You have no idea what you had, babe. You probably had the most amazing bunch of friends you could ever dream of. We honest to god loved you, cared for you, and thought that you were true.
But since you took us for granted, you had lost 2 out of 3. When are you planning to get rid of the 3rd?
You thought you had it all---perfect clothes, perfect boyfriend, perfect life, perfect friends. oh wait, you HAD perfect friends, but that was before you decided that you were too good for us.
You thought that you could say the things you've said, and we'd come crawling back, because duh, we're friends!
You thought things would eventually boil down, go back to normal, because duh, you're like, YOU.
well, you thought wrong. VERY wrong.
Looking back, you were pretty much didn't have much in middle school, while us three had the best days of our lives.
When we saw you, we saw the sweet, innocent, friendly you. and we instantly loved you, and accepted you for who you are, not what you were like back then, or what you will ever be.
We liked YOU. the genuwine, fun, amazing you.
Things got better for you, you gained confidents. you had amazing friends.
and we all had fun like no other. we didn't have a care in the world. we were four amigos, nothing could stop us.
Then. it came all crashing down.
I would be lying if i said i didn't miss those times when all four of us thought we were going to be best friends forever.
and i would also be lying if i said i didn't miss having you around.
and that i loved you still. and cared for you.
It hurts because you were my true friend, i let you in, completely. i had trusted you, maybe even with my life.
Betrayal is not hurtful when it's done by enemies and people who aren't important.
But it hurts BAD, because you were my friend. my BEST friend.
So girl, look carefully and maybe open your eyes.
Stop living in a dream, and come back to life.
Before you know it, this dream will come collapsing,
all your friends you thought you had, will be dissappearing.
Leaving you where you had left them,
when really, they are leaving you behind and moving on to a better place.
Yours Truly,
Maasa Mufasa.
aka 1/4 Westside hotties
who tells you to "suck it, bia"
who will eat out of your fridge
will take a cake down her pants
will love to eat mushroom pizza
who will be waiting for you.