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ummmm. i concluded the fact that i am an idiot, when it comes to male species.
i don't deserve a guy who keeps blowing me off, who only wants to see me to get in my pants, who is an alcoholic/smoker (GROSS!).
the only thing i see in him is his charm when he's with me, his hot bod, and the things he does that makes me giggle.
well. i really want to put this all behind before it gets too late. i DON'T want to have any regrets.
but then again, i am so crazy about him. i can't resist. even if i know it's not right in my head, my heart (or more like my sex-drive) just tell me "GO GO GO GO GO GO GO".
so i wait. another night. for him to call. so i can go over and have his way. then leave. feeling happy/bit used/worried.
i'm just an other girl, another night.