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I visited Iowa state yesterday and i love the campus it's gorgeous. I learned a bunch of cool things about it. The trip sucked though. I learned that my brother hates me and my mom and doesn't respect us which kind of hurts. On our way home i was screaming at him saying you have no idea how i helped you when you were younger. I loved you so much and i defended you and now you are being the biggest asshole and saying what you are... you have no idea. Now it hurt me, but for my mom to hear it was the worst. I thought she was going to cry and she probably did when she left the house for a little while. I wanted to smack my brother in the head and say what the hell are you thinking, you don't tell your mom that you wished that you lived in someone elses house and that you don't respect her. She does everything for him... she just bought him a $40 playstation game and he says that. It was so stupid, and then i get home and some stuff was going on... im not really sure whats going on right now... all i know is that im ready to get out of here... im sick of drama, im sick of things making me sad, i want to go have some fun.
On to other news i have on-site tomorrow so i have to meet w/ University of Iowa and Illinois state, if i don't get in thats alright i got into purdue, it is one of my top schools anyways. The only scary thing is that these schools are going to be asking me questions. oh well, just act calm i guess.
Also i got michael's new demo of his band, and i LOVE IT... the first song made me shiver and then all of the other ones have things in it that i love. He said he's trying to get a show at the metro at the end of the year and he said that i could come backstage! it is a really awesome cd, i jam to it in the car. dedicated fan. I really don't want to go to work tonight, oh well i don't really have school tomorrow.
My onsite things ends at around 10:30 at the latest and im going to try and go out to naperville and pick mike up for lunch which would be cool. Alright i'll write later.
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(*_*) Laur
On to other news i have on-site tomorrow so i have to meet w/ University of Iowa and Illinois state, if i don't get in thats alright i got into purdue, it is one of my top schools anyways. The only scary thing is that these schools are going to be asking me questions. oh well, just act calm i guess.
Also i got michael's new demo of his band, and i LOVE IT... the first song made me shiver and then all of the other ones have things in it that i love. He said he's trying to get a show at the metro at the end of the year and he said that i could come backstage! it is a really awesome cd, i jam to it in the car. dedicated fan. I really don't want to go to work tonight, oh well i don't really have school tomorrow.
My onsite things ends at around 10:30 at the latest and im going to try and go out to naperville and pick mike up for lunch which would be cool. Alright i'll write later.
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(*_*) Laur