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im going to mike's today so that is going to be fun! His homecomming is tonight, but i don't think were going to go, but my mom said she ordered a boutenir so im gonna go pick that up and he'll get it anyways. so i got my halloween costume last night, me and mike are going to be craig and aryana the SPARTAN CHEERLEADERS the costumes kind of suck, but what can you do?
I kind of have some things on my mind and i don't really know how to say them. But the thing that scares me the most is to lose someone i love, not just them dying like losing a friend, and right now i feel like thats happening. It sucks b/c i love this person w/ all my heart and she's doing things that scare me and hangin out w/ people who scare me. I don't really want to say anything b/c how hard is that to hear that one your friends thinks your other friends are a bad influence, it's such a mom thing to say. But there were things that happened near the end of the summer that i heard about and kind of showed me how her friends were untrustworthy and yet those are the ones that she misses the most. I don't understand? I don't like hearing the things she does b/c it makes me want to cry to know that the person that i love so dearly is doing the things she said she would never do. this person even told me how she was going to change and it isn't happening, and i hate that b/c i want it to stop, it hurts to go over there b/c i know that im going to hear all about the stuff again... and i don't know how to respond. I just wish this person would stop and realize that what she is doing is hurting people, and having to see what she is going through is hurting people. I would love to be there for her, but it's hard now... she has all these people i don't like that she can go to now and she doesn't come to me. Sometimes when she does i sometimes think that she isn't telling me the whole truth. I don't know. I just hope this person knows that i love her and that i hope she knows what im saying and will please please try and stop b/c it hurts me and im afraid im losing her as a friend.
:`( Laur
I kind of have some things on my mind and i don't really know how to say them. But the thing that scares me the most is to lose someone i love, not just them dying like losing a friend, and right now i feel like thats happening. It sucks b/c i love this person w/ all my heart and she's doing things that scare me and hangin out w/ people who scare me. I don't really want to say anything b/c how hard is that to hear that one your friends thinks your other friends are a bad influence, it's such a mom thing to say. But there were things that happened near the end of the summer that i heard about and kind of showed me how her friends were untrustworthy and yet those are the ones that she misses the most. I don't understand? I don't like hearing the things she does b/c it makes me want to cry to know that the person that i love so dearly is doing the things she said she would never do. this person even told me how she was going to change and it isn't happening, and i hate that b/c i want it to stop, it hurts to go over there b/c i know that im going to hear all about the stuff again... and i don't know how to respond. I just wish this person would stop and realize that what she is doing is hurting people, and having to see what she is going through is hurting people. I would love to be there for her, but it's hard now... she has all these people i don't like that she can go to now and she doesn't come to me. Sometimes when she does i sometimes think that she isn't telling me the whole truth. I don't know. I just hope this person knows that i love her and that i hope she knows what im saying and will please please try and stop b/c it hurts me and im afraid im losing her as a friend.
:`( Laur