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I think a good thing for me to do would be to change my phone number, change my e-mail (or block people) and stamp any Thrasher mail "Return to Sender."
I almost might.
I haven't hurt this much since I was living with the witch. Now it's affecting my relationship with Matt. I can't let that happen.
I haven't cried this much since I can't remember when. My head hurts. I don't even have a coherent thought anymore.
I don't want to do anything. I just want to lie in bed and cry. But I am making myself do things to keep busy.
I have lost my appetite. I'm not sure when I'll eat next. I feel like I'm going to throw up.
Perhaps the counselor was right. I wish I could talk to Lori. I really do. She is right though; I do need to cut off ties with them. Especially after this episode.
Dear Lord,
Please show me my inner strength. I know this wouldn't happen if I coudldn't handle it. But please show me my inner strenght so I can handle this. So I don't hurt myself or someone else. I know that you are with me, but I think I'm shutting you out. I can't see much past the pain. Lord, show me you are here.
I need help.
I almost might.
I haven't hurt this much since I was living with the witch. Now it's affecting my relationship with Matt. I can't let that happen.
I haven't cried this much since I can't remember when. My head hurts. I don't even have a coherent thought anymore.
I don't want to do anything. I just want to lie in bed and cry. But I am making myself do things to keep busy.
I have lost my appetite. I'm not sure when I'll eat next. I feel like I'm going to throw up.
Perhaps the counselor was right. I wish I could talk to Lori. I really do. She is right though; I do need to cut off ties with them. Especially after this episode.
Dear Lord,
Please show me my inner strength. I know this wouldn't happen if I coudldn't handle it. But please show me my inner strenght so I can handle this. So I don't hurt myself or someone else. I know that you are with me, but I think I'm shutting you out. I can't see much past the pain. Lord, show me you are here.
I need help.