job search and freak outs
Somehow I managed to spend no time thinking about this until now, but I have to find a new job…like right away. My program ends on Friday. No more full time employment. I’ve still got the other two jobs, but they don’t cover much. I’ve saved up a bit of money and will be getting a bonus, but I have that big California trip in October that I’ll need a lot saved up for. I’m going away in a couple weeks for the detox and this weekend to Vancouver for a few days, I’ll need cash for that. My dad might be paying me back for some things but I’m not sure. And my mom wants to raise my rent (which is totally fair) as soon as I get more money coming in.
Anyway, money isn’t a big concern right away, but I will need a decent job pretty soon. What’s confusing me right now is I just really don’t know what direction to go in. This program has opened up my eyes to so many things that I could go into and I’m just not sure where to head next.
At camp I found out that there are a couple jobs opening up the Bennett Centre. I should really get an application in for that right away, I’ve just been tinkering with my resume for a while now. Bart and Jennifer said they were also going for it but Rick (guy that runs the centre during camp) seemed super excited about the idea of me applying and wanted to give me a good reference. I really should send something in, I guess I just worry about my ability to teach elementary kids science.
I’ve applied for another youth related job but I have pretty much no chance of getting it. Otherwise I just don’t know where to look, or what I want to do. I’ve also been thinking about going back to school in the winter. All I know, is I just don’t want to go back to the retail industry. No way.
I’m considering applying to Nexopia. Is that insane?
The commercials for Mirrors really freak me the hell out.
Also, I’m really stressed out about the fact that I basically haven’t replied to a single e-mail or anything in the last few weeks. I don’t know why. I just stopped. I feel like I’m having an emotional heart attack all the time from all the correspondences that I receive and projects I should be doing. Ack! I have taken on too much and I don’t know how to stop it.
Anyway, money isn’t a big concern right away, but I will need a decent job pretty soon. What’s confusing me right now is I just really don’t know what direction to go in. This program has opened up my eyes to so many things that I could go into and I’m just not sure where to head next.
At camp I found out that there are a couple jobs opening up the Bennett Centre. I should really get an application in for that right away, I’ve just been tinkering with my resume for a while now. Bart and Jennifer said they were also going for it but Rick (guy that runs the centre during camp) seemed super excited about the idea of me applying and wanted to give me a good reference. I really should send something in, I guess I just worry about my ability to teach elementary kids science.
I’ve applied for another youth related job but I have pretty much no chance of getting it. Otherwise I just don’t know where to look, or what I want to do. I’ve also been thinking about going back to school in the winter. All I know, is I just don’t want to go back to the retail industry. No way.
I’m considering applying to Nexopia. Is that insane?
The commercials for Mirrors really freak me the hell out.
Also, I’m really stressed out about the fact that I basically haven’t replied to a single e-mail or anything in the last few weeks. I don’t know why. I just stopped. I feel like I’m having an emotional heart attack all the time from all the correspondences that I receive and projects I should be doing. Ack! I have taken on too much and I don’t know how to stop it.