we only talked about alaska! sweden? wanna goto sweden?
funny i cant remember this morning. oh- there was no morning.emily in that airy "i'm talking to tony" voice: "sweety, its 1 o clock in the afternoon, you should probobly do your homework." i do remember my dream though. its hard enough to explain it face to face to someone, harder still to type it. i will just type out selective words and scenes to remind me later about this dream: bet, or competition, al pacino the car, someone driving off in it, big purple blue monster that was liquid eating jamies soul beacuse he came to baltimore. in five days jamie and i have been dating for 6 months. i should send off that package tomorrow.... hold on i am gonna go check on the pizza.done! mmm
i eat in my bed too much. its going to get gross.
i am shocked at the extensice capacity of knowledge expressed in these deep diary entries. they just cant be deep, i've decided. not with me. i need a tangible book to carry with me all the time to add into it when the thought comes to me. not a closure entry of the day diary. especially when i am distracted.
i dont know what i am doing up here. i am not really here. i am numb. i even have a numb diary. i dont want to get into the numb diary cycle again. i've had alot of those in the past. will try to be alert of this.
am reading slaughterhouse five. going down the list of vonnegut novels i must read. each one is so different
i dont feel like typing in this anymore
i eat in my bed too much. its going to get gross.
i am shocked at the extensice capacity of knowledge expressed in these deep diary entries. they just cant be deep, i've decided. not with me. i need a tangible book to carry with me all the time to add into it when the thought comes to me. not a closure entry of the day diary. especially when i am distracted.
i dont know what i am doing up here. i am not really here. i am numb. i even have a numb diary. i dont want to get into the numb diary cycle again. i've had alot of those in the past. will try to be alert of this.
am reading slaughterhouse five. going down the list of vonnegut novels i must read. each one is so different
i dont feel like typing in this anymore