Sep 23, 2002 03:29
it is less than a month until i return home. currently i am stuck in the freshman world of the commons dorms. where you stay in on a saturday night and people can tell when they walk by the window... art art art art art art fags. art fags. i walk to class and that dead milkmen's song rings through my ears.
today my boyfriend declared he would, after long conversations and pursuation, that he would move up here to baltimore to study and be close to me. Jamie loves the south. he loves his family, and his friends. this is more of a deal than it would be for others. i cant believe, after my hopes being down for so long, that he is actually going to do this... i have never seen him so determined.
i can see the incence smoke churning ghostlike from the glare of the laptop while emily churns, thrashing around in her sleep. she really does thrash. i always look over there in curiosity partially to see if shes okay i guess.
i am an insomniac here.
dad hasnt called me since i have been up here. i dont miss my family. only my boyfriend and my dog- so much. i really should turn this computer off now and hit the hay. thank you, emily, for enlightening me on the wonders of online journals!