bored
I am tired of
liking older guys,
missing my old friends,
having my new friends ignore me,
having so much laid out for me already,
waiting for highschool when it probably really SUCKS!
JUST TIRED!
Mr Ashe sang in class and he has a really good voice. It made my heart feel sad, for some reason... His voice sounds so different when he's singing. It's great.
Kate ignored me, once again, I thought she said hi to me, but she was actually saying hi to meghan... So, yeah, everything sucks, majorly.
And having personality issues.
I mean, I want to be like Juno, or Nora, either or, kind of more like Nora, because she had more common sense and she was mature and loved music and she seemed really cool, but Juno seemed really original, and she ALSO liked good music, and she was really, kiddish, I guess? I mean, I havent decided if I want to be cool like Nora, or cool like Juno.
I want to be the girl that she MISSES.
I don't want to be another doll on the high shelf, one of her discarded toys. She told me best friends FOREVER. I was SUICIDAL, and she LEFT. God, I hate her sometimes. And then Ben tries to tell me its my fault, and THEN tries to get me to do drugs. Fuck it!
*sigh
oh well, what can you do? not much, sit up in my room, I guess... It's REALLY hot in here, abnormally hot.,..
bye
liking older guys,
missing my old friends,
having my new friends ignore me,
having so much laid out for me already,
waiting for highschool when it probably really SUCKS!
JUST TIRED!
Mr Ashe sang in class and he has a really good voice. It made my heart feel sad, for some reason... His voice sounds so different when he's singing. It's great.
Kate ignored me, once again, I thought she said hi to me, but she was actually saying hi to meghan... So, yeah, everything sucks, majorly.
And having personality issues.
I mean, I want to be like Juno, or Nora, either or, kind of more like Nora, because she had more common sense and she was mature and loved music and she seemed really cool, but Juno seemed really original, and she ALSO liked good music, and she was really, kiddish, I guess? I mean, I havent decided if I want to be cool like Nora, or cool like Juno.
I want to be the girl that she MISSES.
I don't want to be another doll on the high shelf, one of her discarded toys. She told me best friends FOREVER. I was SUICIDAL, and she LEFT. God, I hate her sometimes. And then Ben tries to tell me its my fault, and THEN tries to get me to do drugs. Fuck it!
*sigh
oh well, what can you do? not much, sit up in my room, I guess... It's REALLY hot in here, abnormally hot.,..
bye