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[balognabonez]

im in nevada
it sucks
but hay you gotta do what you gotta do
im so excited to go see ashley josh and jeremy!
though i miss ones i left behind
ill be back before you know it though!
i feel like a wait is lifted off my shoulders
my mom and jerry fight at least once a day
im not doing so well with my friends
im not really happy
but for some reason
right now
i feel great
because
i dont care
about anything
call me a bitch
a hipocrit
tell me im not a real friend
tell me you feel bad for me
but really dont
tell me your worried
but really
please dont
im not worth worrieng over
im just another fucked up kid
trying to make something of myself
i know what i want
that feels great
how many people can honestly say that?
so what ever man
bring it
challenge me
im confident that my knowledge
well get me through anything
and the funny thing is
i suck in school
but i garentee all of you
right now
im gonna do better things with my life
then any ass hole who got strate A's
or any jerk off who makes hundreds of thousands of dollars a year
because
im me
i know me
and i know what im capable of

fuck you for trying to bring me down
and fuck the system
(witch as cliche as it sounds)
i well beat
and i dont think or hope that
i know that