its time to listen to myself

[balognabonez]

wow
everything is completely out of control
spinning in circles
but im not spinning alone anymore
for so long now
ive been soo woried about hurting other peoples feelngs
that i completely ignored mine
im not gonna do that anymore
and if someone dont like it
i dont care
how about them a apples

i gues thats what happens when your
just a mean girl

i wish people would just stop overthinking things
there is a difference between
over thinking things and just thinking about things
overthinking leads to
self conciousness and paranoia
and mind constipation
just "let it flow through you like rain"
that makes me giddy
manipulative people suck

ps (not refering to anything spcific buuut...)
if you get it
you get it
if you dont
you dont
thats that
dont ask questions
dont try and figure it out
or make sense of it
there is no other way to put it