curiousity killed the cat
God it's so interesting how telling one secret can make u feel so....FREE. it almost feels like my secret was what was holding back my true personality. it makes sense tho because something that's that big can change your whole life...even if it's just a phase. i think acting on it right now is a phase but the feelings are permanent. shit the feelings have ALWAYS been there. i guess what i'm saying is that when i'm out of my teenage years i'll still have the same desires but i wont attempt to act on them anymore. so technically its a phase. but damn its just mad cool to actually have people that can relate too. usually people let out that kind of secret and get shunned by all of there friends...but i have 2 other people that i can have conversations about it with. that makes it a hell of a lot better. I must admit that Liz's reaction to my "adventure" was truely wonderful. I can pull them hoes plus i got skillz. what can i say? but yeah i think you're right about my other lil friendship Liz...it seems like someone's crushin on me. i'm tellin u, i wont pass up an opportunity if it arises so i guess i'll let u know. haha. well i guess i'm out now (hmm double meaning perhaps???). holla back luv.
to no one in particular:
in your eyes I find a question
and in ur heart the answer lies
not expecting to be in love
but mighty shocked by this surprise
I see my future involving you
and the life I want to lead
the life that could be just so simple
if only you would believe
the signals you’re sending are hard to read
but they still give me hope
so I fall into a depression
until I’m finally able to cope
I know u can feel it too
but you just deny the feeling’s there
so I sit back looking like a fool
because others must be aware
u can feel it too baby
so why don’t u just give up the pretenses
u want the house, u want the yard
surrounded by the white pickett fences
so as I stare into your eyes
and I watch them twinkle and gleam
I begin to think to myself,
“damn it was all just a dream”
-A. Jack-
to no one in particular:
in your eyes I find a question
and in ur heart the answer lies
not expecting to be in love
but mighty shocked by this surprise
I see my future involving you
and the life I want to lead
the life that could be just so simple
if only you would believe
the signals you’re sending are hard to read
but they still give me hope
so I fall into a depression
until I’m finally able to cope
I know u can feel it too
but you just deny the feeling’s there
so I sit back looking like a fool
because others must be aware
u can feel it too baby
so why don’t u just give up the pretenses
u want the house, u want the yard
surrounded by the white pickett fences
so as I stare into your eyes
and I watch them twinkle and gleam
I begin to think to myself,
“damn it was all just a dream”
-A. Jack-