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[ballinone24]

well its been a while since i've actually written in this thang. what to say, what to say. well since i last wrote in herre i umm...got a car, cant drive it, at war wit my parents, and pretty much thats about it. i aint gonna lie tho, i love my baby. no, not a person...definitely my car. 2001 plymouth neon. please dont hate on it. but anyway, yeah thats my baby right there. not the exact car that i wanted but i wouldnt trade the world for it. but yeah lets see...my parents are definitely at war wit my ass right now. we fight every damn day and it usually comes down to them tellin me how they wish i wasnt born and me sayin how i wish they would just kick me out. its a sad way to live. but anyway, yep leaving for team camp tomorrow. cant fucking wait. actually, im trying to finish packing my shit tonight. ya know what...imma go back to doing that. holla at ya girl! one.

words organized by line
to say things i dare not say

though if often seems a waste of time
i see no other way

no other way t oget it out
let it leave my busy mind

i choose not to scream and not to shout
i simply choose to write a rhyme

a rhyme about my pain
shows my soul to my peers

i risk losing this image i tried to sustain
and the exposure of my fears

what if this poetry really doesnt
help out my situation at all?

should i torch the paper and just let it burn
and watch the ashes as the fall?

answers hard to find
bring more questions everyday

words organized by line
to say things i dare not say

_A.Jack_
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