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So he cornered me in the office today and tried to talk to me. I told him that I was pissed at him for not coming to my concert because he's supposed to be my friend. I'm pretty sure I've fallen in love with him. Of course, this is with the way I'd been treated previous to the last couple of weeks. But I can't help it, I've fallen hard core for him. He's been acting like a jerk lately but in general I think he's great and he makes me feel wonderful. We've connected on so many levels, political, religious, sexual... there's just something there and there's no denying it. But if he's scared of it... there's nothing I can do.
Anyways... I lied to him and told him I was over it. Didn't really say much to him, just said "whatever" a lot. Told him that you can't help who you like but that I was over it. So not true, but I'll just have to pretend for a while. I've sworn to myself to ignore him as much as humanly possible for right now and to just dress cute when I know I'll see him. I know he feels something for me, he's just being stupid right now. So he's gonna miss me real quick... because right now I can't be friends with him.
Why does it have to hurt so much?
Anyways... I lied to him and told him I was over it. Didn't really say much to him, just said "whatever" a lot. Told him that you can't help who you like but that I was over it. So not true, but I'll just have to pretend for a while. I've sworn to myself to ignore him as much as humanly possible for right now and to just dress cute when I know I'll see him. I know he feels something for me, he's just being stupid right now. So he's gonna miss me real quick... because right now I can't be friends with him.
Why does it have to hurt so much?