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[ballet_romance]

it's for reasons you dont understand. maybe i dont want everything to be ok soon. maybe i dont want to let go. maybe im afraid if i let go..i will never be able to hold onto it again. maybe i dont want to forget. no matter how broken and shattered my heart is..im not ready to let that go. your everywhere. on the t.v. when i hear your favorite band..when i look at the couch..everywhere. dont tell me i'll get over it or i'll get better. thanks but no thanks. thats not what i want to hear right now. i just want to hold on,hold on and never let go. i cant be just friends. its not that simple. my heart aches everytime i think about you but at the same time it makes me happy to remember all the times we shared..even though it wasnt that many. why did you have to go and break my heart? thats something i will never understand...
disney has a bad influence on children. no one ever breaks up in their movies. they always stay together..but what happens after the movie? does the princess get her heart torn out too? im probably not making any sense but thats ok.
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