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i dont really think you know what its like. its not that easy to just say yes or no. its much more complicated. there are alot of things i am afraid of..getting hurt AGAIN..being in the same situation. i mean you really hurt me. i mean really.i mean yeah..i like you but its not easy to just forgive and forget if you know what i mean. theres alot of emotions im feeling..confused, lost, i mean i dont know what im feeling right now. i know how you feel and everything yeah but i dont think u really know how i feel. you said you cant trust yourself..and that kind of scares me. when we were together and hanging out i was just always smiling and happy..its weird how all of that can turn around in one night. we both know it was wrong. we both know it wasnt right. no one understood why i still liked you..even after that. i found myself just wanting to go back and take it all back...just start over. why did this have to happen? there are somethings i am never going to understand. all of my friends said that its not worth the tears..and trust me there was alot of those. so i dont even know what im thinking or feeling but all i know is that i was hurt beyond words and i dont even know what went wrong. sorry if u all are tired of hearing about my problems. kthanksbye <3