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soo..
my show this sat got canceled.which i actually consider a good thing.. because i dont really think caesar and i are ready.
actually.. its probably me?
or the fact that hes a baby? i dont wanna be one of those.. full of themselves people thinking "o its all the horses fault that we arent doing PERFECT" ...no i dont expect PERFECT.. but ya know? i think we have a lot of potential. so i will just say we havent entirely.. gotten used to each other? but thats why i call him my "project pony"
god i love riding him. hes not.. a babysitter.. but hes not obnoxious. ehhhh i love riding.
ever since pauline lets me ride free extra lessons a week i really feel as though i have improved (at least a bit) and im ALWAYS out there now. im going tomorrow (for the third time this week) to finish pulling caesers mane (which by the way looks good if i dont say so myself) i suppose alrighty for the first time pulling manes hhee
i bet all of yall are like "what the hell is she talking about?" its out.. i get carried away with talking about horses. i bet you all think its boring. its just kinda hard sometimes.. doing a sport that not many other people do ya know? ill probably write kelly a note tomorrow. yea... that sounds good :) heh.
anyways to
THE EXCITING PART
((*&)(*&)(*&^)(*&SKIP DOWN HERE IF YOU HATE HORSES AND DONT WANNA HEAR ABOUT THEM*&^(*&^(*&^(*&^
ummm well.. this is still about horses but more.. philosophical thoughts.
such as...
caesar is not the first horse that i have LOVED to death. actually i dont adore him as much as my other horses that i have ridden (barney/solo) but he IS the first horse i have wanted to buy.
but the question is.. is it because caesar is the horse that i will finally be able to call my own? or is it because lately i have been getting worse and worse about my constant spending and throwing money about. the reason why i never let myself want a horse is bc i know it cant happen because it is ABSOLUTELY POSITIVELY expensive. but i REALLY want caesar. id go out and ride him all the time.. i have been more and more lately. and.. hed be my project. oh man.. its a shame they are so damn expensive.
sob..
anyone extremely rich want to buy me caesar? id have sex with you. and im not even kidding.
anyways.
that and.. boys?
hahahahah. i have my share of little flirting whatnot.
no one quite compares to "the one that broke my heart"
so i just think about the main man in my life right night... caesar. haha.
horses... are always the best sanctuary for me. HOLY BARNACLES i love caesar and riding and jumping and being good at something. EVERYONE needs/wants to be good at something. this is my calling. i want to do this for the rest of my life.
AMEN
my show this sat got canceled.which i actually consider a good thing.. because i dont really think caesar and i are ready.
actually.. its probably me?
or the fact that hes a baby? i dont wanna be one of those.. full of themselves people thinking "o its all the horses fault that we arent doing PERFECT" ...no i dont expect PERFECT.. but ya know? i think we have a lot of potential. so i will just say we havent entirely.. gotten used to each other? but thats why i call him my "project pony"
god i love riding him. hes not.. a babysitter.. but hes not obnoxious. ehhhh i love riding.
ever since pauline lets me ride free extra lessons a week i really feel as though i have improved (at least a bit) and im ALWAYS out there now. im going tomorrow (for the third time this week) to finish pulling caesers mane (which by the way looks good if i dont say so myself) i suppose alrighty for the first time pulling manes hhee
i bet all of yall are like "what the hell is she talking about?" its out.. i get carried away with talking about horses. i bet you all think its boring. its just kinda hard sometimes.. doing a sport that not many other people do ya know? ill probably write kelly a note tomorrow. yea... that sounds good :) heh.
anyways to
THE EXCITING PART
((*&)(*&)(*&^)(*&SKIP DOWN HERE IF YOU HATE HORSES AND DONT WANNA HEAR ABOUT THEM*&^(*&^(*&^(*&^
ummm well.. this is still about horses but more.. philosophical thoughts.
such as...
caesar is not the first horse that i have LOVED to death. actually i dont adore him as much as my other horses that i have ridden (barney/solo) but he IS the first horse i have wanted to buy.
but the question is.. is it because caesar is the horse that i will finally be able to call my own? or is it because lately i have been getting worse and worse about my constant spending and throwing money about. the reason why i never let myself want a horse is bc i know it cant happen because it is ABSOLUTELY POSITIVELY expensive. but i REALLY want caesar. id go out and ride him all the time.. i have been more and more lately. and.. hed be my project. oh man.. its a shame they are so damn expensive.
sob..
anyone extremely rich want to buy me caesar? id have sex with you. and im not even kidding.
anyways.
that and.. boys?
hahahahah. i have my share of little flirting whatnot.
no one quite compares to "the one that broke my heart"
so i just think about the main man in my life right night... caesar. haha.
horses... are always the best sanctuary for me. HOLY BARNACLES i love caesar and riding and jumping and being good at something. EVERYONE needs/wants to be good at something. this is my calling. i want to do this for the rest of my life.
AMEN