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[balatstar]

I haven't thought about Zawie in a while, but last night I had a dream of him. He was sleeping by my clothes cabinet (he never slept there before, he was always beside me on the bed). In the dream I knew that he had already passed away, so I was surprised. I called for him and he approached me and jumped up on my bed

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[albatoudilandau]

Im glad happy ang reunion ninyo. The last time I was visited by dead pets they were glaring accusing looks at me.

[balatstar]

bakit naman?

[albatoudilandau]

I wasnt always a conscientious pet owner. I was indifferent when Bunny was dying from a blow by a cat. He just stood motionless for a long time. Mom was carrying him like a baby until the end. And when I was forced to leave the house, Mom made me abandon Mingming's first litter in various places. True adults na sila, but Schwarma was a couch cat, I guess he didnt survive long. Si AC well, you know, wasnt there anymore, and I was inwardly angry at her for giving me so many problems.

I read in Kabbalah, that it would help to think of them fondly and apologize. And I guess it worked kasi AC doesnt look as grim as before.

[balatstar]

*hugs*

well, sobrang dami ka naman tinutulungan na animals ngayon. that must count for something. :)