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i am getting a message...through music friends experiences...it seems everywhere i look i am being told it is over...it is time to give up...2 years...we are close...the connection is there...but so is the sadness anger caused by a million and one things..including the hurt i feel...the happiness is there...sometimes...i just don't want to be without hope...without any sort of desire...and losing her would be to lose that...i can handle the loneliness...i just can't handle the hopelessness