Blog 1: Deep feelings of myself
Its bad that I forget I have a LJ. I hardly update too. I'm still looking for a job, posting resumes online and in person to various places. I feel cramped at the house since I do much without money. My phone is turned off so I;ve been e-mailing family and friends whenever I can. I miss a lot of people now but I'm still keeping a calm mind. There are things I have not done that I want to do or accomplish like having enough money to pay bills and continue to go to school after being out of school for seven years. There are times where I want to go to Sanfrancisco to take a walk to the pier, or somewhere I never been. I still do not have a car but at this moment, I'm glad. I'm slowly losing weight due to walking to the library everyday. I miss my family and friends (old and new). I've changed over the years but its kind off bad due to my bestfriend cutting me loose two years ago. I never knew that could have such a impact on me. I lost myself during that time and I'm "putting the pieces back together. It's hard, but I'll do what I can to make it right.