Jul 24, 2006 23:58
Lately I've been feeling like I'm not going anywhere in life.
I hate not having a car or a phone I feel so lost and I hate how my parents just sit there thinking 'i told you so'
And I hate how hes changed and how I cant talk to him about it cause he doesnt care to listen
And I hate how I think for a second I found someone who I can trust talking to who I can actually call a friend and then he goes behind my back and tells his friend I want him
OKIE?
its just so messed up everyone is so fucking fake its such a joke
i also hate waking up every morning and the first thing that crosses my mind is its just another boring day doing the same shit
BUT I HATE BEING NEGATIVE and i try not to i really do but its all the same shit day after day and its like no matter how hard i try things only end up getting worse
it just sucks.
:(
and you dont care yeah no one fucking does.