Jul 26, 2006 02:00
I'll get the important news out of the way first. I found out about a week ago that someone very close to me was in a fatal car accident. I haven't been dealing with it well, little sleep, not eating much. I've been trying to avoid dealing with it because, frankly, I can't. There will be another post concerning that at a later date. Unfortunately I have no details on what exactly happened, but I've put wheels in motion, so hopefully I'll know something before I go to Vegas.
Yes, I'm still going despite what happened. Despite the fact that plans have gone awry. Despite the fact that I have no desire to do anything right now. I think I need to...I need to get my mind off of things. And I can't let people down, I have to suck it up and fullfill my end of the bargain even if my heart isn't in it. Promises are made to be kept.