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It takes me years to get an absolute close friend. We need to get to know each other, we need to see we have stuff in common, I need to learn to trust them, I need to see what I'm able to say to them and I should keep to myself, or what to say not to offend them. Then we spend a year or two having a tight relationship, talk everyday, share secrets, and then... all starts slipping away.
They meet new people, they start to share new interests with them, have less time for me, they go abroad, once, twice, forever, we talk less and less and finally it is not a friend. It is just an acquaintance with whom I share a common past. And that's it. And it's like that every time. And yeah, I'm lonely. I wonder how long it takes now before I find somebody of my own again.
And my freaking internet connection sucks like hell. I want to kill somebody! >(
They meet new people, they start to share new interests with them, have less time for me, they go abroad, once, twice, forever, we talk less and less and finally it is not a friend. It is just an acquaintance with whom I share a common past. And that's it. And it's like that every time. And yeah, I'm lonely. I wonder how long it takes now before I find somebody of my own again.
And my freaking internet connection sucks like hell. I want to kill somebody! >(