I am pissed and frustrated.
I am frustrated because I can't seem to hold any girls attention for longer than I week. I meet a new girl, I begin to talk to her. I find her interesting, I am attracted to her. Yet, a week later she loses intrest and goes for some fucking prick. Who is usually not even better looking than me. I am not even trying to have an ego, but I can tell when I am better looking then someone. So please someone tell, me what all of these girls find so attractive about these ugly guys, with even uglier personalities. I can honestly not figure it out.
I am pissed because I am such a mess of a person. I always create these big plans to make my life better, and I know they are a joke ,but I continue with them. Instead of doing what I know is right, because what is right is always harder. So, I make these easier plans that in my little head have a good outcome, but in my nature. In my nature I am a joke, so these plans turn into a joke, and fail. My life is just one big cynical joke. I hate it.
I am not a shallow person, but I am turning into one. I am not a mean person, but I am becoming one. I was once a genuine person, but I am becoming nothing.
I am turning into a hollow shell. I am becoming nothing.
Someone please fix me, or tell me how to fix me.
I am pissed because I am such a mess of a person. I always create these big plans to make my life better, and I know they are a joke ,but I continue with them. Instead of doing what I know is right, because what is right is always harder. So, I make these easier plans that in my little head have a good outcome, but in my nature. In my nature I am a joke, so these plans turn into a joke, and fail. My life is just one big cynical joke. I hate it.
I am not a shallow person, but I am turning into one. I am not a mean person, but I am becoming one. I was once a genuine person, but I am becoming nothing.
I am turning into a hollow shell. I am becoming nothing.
Someone please fix me, or tell me how to fix me.