Oct 03, 2007 07:23
Goodness gracious. We had an overnight tonight, which was...actually lovely, in and of itself. We had stuff to do all the time and didn't have to worry about customer interruptions or answering the stupid phone. Which meant I didn't have to worry about not asking people if they needed help and not answering the phone. :/ I need to get better at that, but I don't feel comfortable enough with the store itself for most things. I got three customer requests for help on Monday, and could only help one of them by myself. -__- I'm starting to feel dumber and more incompetent as shifts go by. It sucks. I'm slow, and I hate it. I mean, I don't really have a choice. My muscular ability is low low low, and I still don't know where everything is (Jeremy made the somewhat obnoxious comment in trying to help me feel better that he eventually got to the point where he could almost shelve, alphabetically in most sections, with his eyes closed. Butthead.). Most of my coworkers are female, which is tricky, since I haven't had to deal with women...um...at all, really. I miss male supervision. They're a lot more open about stuff without waiting for questions. Sometimes that makes them look like dicks, but I'd be okay with that. I just don't want to feel dumb and lame all the time. :/
Jeremy has Post Production and Communications this month, the first on Christening, the short they did a few weeks ago in class, and the second is pretty much a class on How To Network Like a Pro. I still don't know what I want to do or where I want to go as far as education is concerned. But! I figured out how to revamp the beginning of my book so I can resub it to the editor assistant before she totally forgets what it was. That's a big plus. And I'm sure I'm going to start losing inches and pounds here before all too long, so I should be content.
Except I feel stupid and inept...
...And really darn tired. So I think I will go shower and take myself away to beddy-bye. Nigh-night!
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