Fall Away

[bahamutangel]

I get so discouraged sometimes. I feel like we're falling away from each other, like all we say and do just bounces off each other and doesn't have any effect. It's like we don't listen anymore. My guard is up again, instinctively. He neglects to call me. I worry too much.

"I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut, my weakness is, I care too much. The scars remind us, the past is real, I tear my heart open, just to feel."

I'm being melodramatic right now, I know.