Worried

Mar 28, 2006 12:40

I'll admit it. The most heart-wrenching thing for me is to watch Jay go through what he's going through right now. To know that he still wants everything to be the same as it was, but that he has to be careful with his money. For him to be so positive in the midst of so many rejections reminds me of why it is that I'm with him.

I've got am MRI on Friday. Hopefully I can finally find out what's wrong with my knees and get it fixed, for good. I'm scared that I probably need surgery, but relieved at the same time that I might be able to walk normal, wake up at 100%, go to the movies, rollerblade, ice skate, go for a walk, without being in constant pain. That is my only wish right now.

I'm worried about what will happen if Jay doesn't find a job soon.
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