yay...finger's healing, I can ben it without it hurting!

[bahamut156]

I memorized all the words for you
but if you only knew
how much thats just not like me
I wait up late every night
just to hear your voice
but you dont know thats nothing like me

you know I wonder how you already figured out
all these things that I try to hide
all this time i've been hoping you dont find out
all these things I hide on the inside

I cant be held responsible
this is all so new to me
just when I think Im invincible
you come and happen to me

I wanna make sure everything is perfect for you
if you only knew that thats not like me to follow through
maybe even give up on these deadend dreams
just to be with you
but you dont know thats nothing like me

I wonder how you already figured out
all these things that I try to hide
all this time i've been hoping you dont find out
all these things that I hide on the inside

I cant be held responsible
this is all so new to me
just when I think i'm invincible
you come and happen to me

now I'm waking up
i've finally had enough
of this wreckable life
I never thought i'd survive
now i'm taking back
all that i gave up for that
leave my pain behind
while she stains from my life

just when I thought
all was lost
you came and made it all ok

i cant be held responsible
this is all so new to me
just when I think im invincible
you come and happen to me
x2

i memorized all the words for you
if you only knew
how much thats just not like me