My hope is back ^^
I'm not sure if I wrote about it but at the end of November / beginning of December, I was really really excited about life. Really excited. More specifically, my career. I was dreaming of being an appreneur and making all my dreams come true with my business. I was waking up early, going to bed late, work was the first and last thing I thought about and that made me really happy.
What ALSO made me really happy was the fact that apparently, in my experience, when you have ambitious thought before bed you tend to dream about celebrities. More specifically, celebrities you admire as in having qualities you wish you had. Fortunately for me, the celebrities that I admire as being the nicest, most down to earth and hardest working people ever, also happen to be super hot dudes, hahah. So for about 8 our of 10 nights in a row I was dreaming I was hanging with my favourite kpop band TVXQ when there were five of them. It became so reoccurring that in my first dreams with them, I was like, OMG OMG OMG, and near the end of my dreams with them, I was like, 'Ah, hey guys. Hows it going?'. So my lack of social life was compensated for by my awesome lucid dreams which felt like hours. But as the difficulty of the world of apps revealed itself to me, these dreams quickly faded and my optimistic ambition was replaced by frustration and despair.
That is until two days ago when I found the answer to my problems that reignited my hopes and ambitions. Who knew software could taste so good? I didn't. So I was pleasantly surprised last night when I had a lucid dream where I was chilling with Max Changmin (of TVXQ). We were ice skating. He was very good but I was pretty good too. I think my ice skating abilities were influenced from watching amazing Initial D playthroughs on youtube. So while I was ice skating, I was backwards drifting like a demon, lol. Is drifting on skates possible? XD But yeah, he was very tall and very handsome and upon waking I just thought, 'God damn. Lets get back to work shall we?' ^^
On a separate note, I was listening to Jerry Seinfeld's interview on the Howard Stern Show, and Jerry goes, "Your blessing in life is when you find the torture you're comfortable with." - I think Playmaker with Unity could be that torture for me. It's early days yet, but it looks promising. :)
What ALSO made me really happy was the fact that apparently, in my experience, when you have ambitious thought before bed you tend to dream about celebrities. More specifically, celebrities you admire as in having qualities you wish you had. Fortunately for me, the celebrities that I admire as being the nicest, most down to earth and hardest working people ever, also happen to be super hot dudes, hahah. So for about 8 our of 10 nights in a row I was dreaming I was hanging with my favourite kpop band TVXQ when there were five of them. It became so reoccurring that in my first dreams with them, I was like, OMG OMG OMG, and near the end of my dreams with them, I was like, 'Ah, hey guys. Hows it going?'. So my lack of social life was compensated for by my awesome lucid dreams which felt like hours. But as the difficulty of the world of apps revealed itself to me, these dreams quickly faded and my optimistic ambition was replaced by frustration and despair.
That is until two days ago when I found the answer to my problems that reignited my hopes and ambitions. Who knew software could taste so good? I didn't. So I was pleasantly surprised last night when I had a lucid dream where I was chilling with Max Changmin (of TVXQ). We were ice skating. He was very good but I was pretty good too. I think my ice skating abilities were influenced from watching amazing Initial D playthroughs on youtube. So while I was ice skating, I was backwards drifting like a demon, lol. Is drifting on skates possible? XD But yeah, he was very tall and very handsome and upon waking I just thought, 'God damn. Lets get back to work shall we?' ^^
On a separate note, I was listening to Jerry Seinfeld's interview on the Howard Stern Show, and Jerry goes, "Your blessing in life is when you find the torture you're comfortable with." - I think Playmaker with Unity could be that torture for me. It's early days yet, but it looks promising. :)