Oct 17, 2007 21:55
The subject I chose is "A Life" because I want to write about my life but what affects others. Everyones lives affect others around them. It's not just my life, its other peoples too. And I'm starting to realize that. I live for other people. I don't live for myself. I don't want to live for myself. I feel selfish. Some of you might be thinking, "Well why did you move than?" Well my friends, I have an explination. I moved to pursue my dreams. But me leaving hopefully sparked some light to my friends, and the people around me. I moved to get famous and show people that anyone can do what they set their minds too. With a little bit of motivation anyone can do anything. Unless you wanted to grow another body part and fly away with natural wings. lol. Good Luck with that. lol.
I'm now in Wyoming starting to get my life on track. I've failed getting my first job application. They already denied it. I'm an uneducated sex offender who happens to be a felon. Now who would want to hire someone like that? Not any place I'd know of. So, tomorrow I'm off to start and get my GED going so I'll have my education. I'll be able to go to college once I get into Seattle. And I'll feel a little better about myself. lol Wyoming is a laid back place no bigger than Seattle where I know absolutly NO ONE! Which is really good for me. No Distractions. the only distraction I have is this computer. Which also helps me out. SO I guess you can say, Myspace holds me back! lol
My love life, is crazy right now. U'd think that after I left that things would be calmer and easier but they got much harder after I left. I guess there are some rumors going around in Tawas. They don't really matter to me anymore because I don't live there anymore but the rest of you do. What's my business is mine only. What you hear be true or not. I don't know exactly what you hear, but I'm sure it's bullshit...come on now, you live in Tawas. lol. Either case, it doesn't apply to you I'm sure, so stop it. lol
Anyways, my first day here I went to the Library and got 5 books; 4 of which are about music to teach me, and the 5th one is called "The Live Earth: Global Warming Survival Handbook" which is way sweet! lol I've been playing my drum pad I bought everyday and teaching my little brother to play as well. It feels good to actually be a part of my little brothers life right now. I'll be back and forth, but he'll see me often enough to not forget me. :)
So will all of you when I reach my dreams! I don't stop! I won't stop! I CAN'T stop! lol. I Love you all.
-Eric
PS I'll update this thing when there are things to update. Until then, good luck!