Of Darkness and Spring
Author: ANONYMOUS
Prompt #: 191
Title: Of Darkness and Spring
Word Counts: 15k
Side Pairing(s): none
Rating: PG
Warning(s): Depression, anxiety and attempted suicide
Disclaimer: The celebrities' names/images are merely borrowed and do not represent who the celebrities are in real life. No offense is intended towards them, their families or friends ( Read more... )
Prompt #: 191
Title: Of Darkness and Spring
Word Counts: 15k
Side Pairing(s): none
Rating: PG
Warning(s): Depression, anxiety and attempted suicide
Disclaimer: The celebrities' names/images are merely borrowed and do not represent who the celebrities are in real life. No offense is intended towards them, their families or friends ( Read more... )
I completely understand you want to comment on this anonymously, so don't worry. I'm really sorry you've been going through something as hard as this for such a long time. I... don't know if there's something a stranger can say that can help you, or comfort you at least for a while, but when I wrote this, apart from telling a story, I wanted people who maybe were going through things like these to know other people felt it too.
So yes, I know how it is when you read something and you can completely relate, and you feel understood, even if it's by someone who is thousands of kilometers or centuries away, on the other side of those written words, and that someone doesn't know that in that moment you are reading them. I've felt it myself, and in those moments it has helped me, even if it was just so I wouldn't feel so alone, and if I've managed to do something similar then I couldn't ask for more.
Reaching the conclusion Baekhyun reached isn't easy, but I believe it's possible. I know it was possible for me, even if back then I didn't thought it was, and I do hope it will also be possible for you even if you don't see it now. I wish you all the best in your journey to overcome this and even if I don't know how helpful can be the words of a stranger in the internet, I hope I can at least try to help you remember that yes, someone, somewhere, understands; that I understand, and I believe that that thin sheer hope can be enough to guide you when you are ready to follow it.
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