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[baebytears16]

ldfsdkfjsdjfsfjksdlfjsdfk erg. i hate my life. i hate pain. and i hate the way im feeling. i wanna cry. but theres no tears left to cry out. i wanna scream. but it just wont come out. im stuck crying in the inside of my heart and screaming inside my mind. kidfjsklfjd why does this alwayz happen to me. why do i even try? when sumthing good happens

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[simply_amazingx]

everything is gunna be okay. it wasnt from him. im sure of it. you'll see. everything will be okay.

iloveyou. keep your head up. i miss youuuuuuuuu !!!

[baebytears16]

i hope so. i wont be able to handle this again. expecially right now becuz im not very strong at all. i dont understand y it even hurts so bad right now when for one i dont know him all that well and for two i dont even know if it was really from him. how can it hurt me this bad when its not like i love him. its like not roni or nething. erg. can u tell me the answers? what do u honostly think? do u have any answers for me? HELP ME

i.l.o.v.e.y.o.u im trying i promise. i misss you like crazy :'(

[simply_amazingx]

i dont have all the answers. and i dont know why it hurts so bad since u barely know him. its a difficult situation. i dont think it was him though. he wouldn't do that to you. and it hurts because your afraid of being hurt, and you're thinking about the worst possibly situation. without knowing the truth. jumping to conclusions. which is natural. i do it too. and i know you're not very strong right now...and taht hurts me too. if u ever need to talk, please call me. i cant let anything happen to my lover.

iloveyou.

[baebytears16]

i sooo wish u had all the answers. becuz im completely lost. i know i am very afraid of being hurt and thats a good answer to sum of the questions i do have. it just scares me. alot. becuz he'st he first guy i have *connected* to other than and since roni. ive gone 8 yrs feeling this way with only one guy and now i feel this way about another. it scares me alot. becuz i expect adam to do wat roni did to me. i expect the worst out of adam and he told me he would prove me wrong for thinking and expecting that but this letter just proved i was right. and i hate being right.

i pray to god it wasnt really from him.

[i43378337734]

what happened? im so lost. =\ hmm.
well everything will turn out for the better. i love you my wonderful. keep smiling.even when its hard. ♥

[baebytears16]

well. i got a letter from adam well i got three but the third one told me i could never speak to him again and he's gettin bak with his ex but it looked like a girls writing with no return address and was folded wrong. it didnt look like a letter from him at all. so i hope its not. and i hope it does turn out alright and for the better.

i try my hardest to smile but its hard when i know there is nothing to smile about. i love you my wonderful. i miss you. ♥

[farretgal]

Look at the post mark date (beside the stamp) and it will tell you what state it came from. If it didn't come from Florida, it wasn't him. Those post marks don't lie!!

[baebytears16]

u mean the stamp the post office stamps it with? like the ink stamp? becuz they all say its from GA but he's in SC. but thats bc it goes thru GA. it came from his camp. i just dont know if sumone snatched it and wrote that nasty letter and sent it to me. idk. ima write him about it and send the letter with it. and he'll write me bak and tell me the truth.

[farretgal]

Yes, the ink stamp the post office stamps it with. It should be stamped with wherever he sent it from. it it's stamped GA, it should have been sent from GA.

I would definitely write him and confront him about it. If he is that much of a pussy that he can't even sign his name, then he is an ass and not even a man!!!!

[baebytears16]

haha. well he is in SC but the stamp says GA! hmm idk. i am def gna write him about it and send the letter along with the letter i write. i hope he atleast will write me bak telling me the truth in HIS writing not sum girls. erg. thank you!