Feb 12, 2008 22:00
Its the same thing over and over again. I go to Theos, hes there, he starts flirting and saying cute things, he asks me to go home with him, and we talk. We dont do anything but cuddle and talk. Theres always that 'oh were drunk and should wait till were sober' line said by one of us, but we continue our discussion anyway because we both know we wont talk about anything like this if were sober. Its the same thing over and over but i feel completely different today. Yea, I thought about it like all day, but I wasnt stressed, or distracted, just thinking.
I usually go home and think of all the things I wanted to say, and questions I wished I was brave enough to ask, but this time was different. I asked the usual questions about how he was feeling about us, how he was feeling about me, and blah blah blah, but I also asked about everything else I wanted to know about. We talked for a REALLY long time and I was drunk, but I've decided to include some of my favorite quotes from the convo to sum things up.
Me: Do you think shes prettier then me?
Him: No
Me: Do you like her more then you like me?
Him: No, I bearly talk to her.
Me: I dont care if you talk to her everyday, as long as you know im prettier, and like me more thats all I care about.
(I then get up and walk out of the room for no reason, I just thought it was time for a dramatic exit)
Later....
Me: Was she really a stalker and call you 20 times in one day?
Him: No, she never called me more then 5 time in one day.
Me: Thats still a lot. Maybe she was obsessed with you.
Him: I think she was just obsessed with everything she liked.
Me: Yea, like my ex boyfriends. That hoes got me 2 and 0.
HAHAHAHA
Still later......
Me: Are you glad we had this talk?
Him: No.
Me: "Good, im glad your pissed. (ackward silence) ... I feel great."
:-)