dreaming....
Since my Dad passed Feb 3 this year I have all these dreams. The very first one I had after he passed I woke up screaming for him.
I dreamed I was in a hospital, which frankly I've spent a lot of time in the past few years. (More on that at a later date.) So I'm having this weird testing done.. they are for some reason looking at my veins with ultrasound equipment. The lady doing the testing announces 'AH HA!!' As if she has just discovered the cure for the common cold or cancer itself. I look to her puzzled. I ask why the "Ah ha?" She goes on to explain to me I have this rare disorder having to do with my veins running in a weird pattern and that it is hereditary I got it from my Dad she tells me. SO I climb up and I begin searching the halls and the rooms of the hospital for Dad so I can tell him these findings. At first I am calmly strolling peeking in rooms and down corridors, but after not seeing him in a little while I became quite panicked. I start SCREAMING "DAD-- where are you? DAD--DAD-- DADDY WHERE ARE YOU..." I'm running now and searching everywhere.. but I can not find him.. tears are streaming down my face. He wont answer me and i am running everywhere crying and Screaming "DADDY I NEED YOU NOW WHERE ARE YOU?" I actually screamed out in my sleep which is what woke me up. I laid there very distraught and cried for a very long time. I can only guess I dreamed this because my mind knew I will never be able to just go to him when I need him again. The realization is painful indeed.
Another odd dream.
My mother and I are sitting in the living room of her house. Dad is there, we both know he is dead yet he is there and walking around talking up a storm. We aren't frightened but are wondering why he is still there...My mother tells me in my dream--"you know he was in a coma when he passed" (In all reality he was not but in the dream that was what she said) So I told her.. "Mom maybe he doesn't know that he is dead then? Maybe we should tell him he died so he can go onto the other side?" I can only surmise I dreamed this up worried about where he is now???
Anyone who is good at dream interpreting care to take a crack I welcome the feedback.
I dreamed I was in a hospital, which frankly I've spent a lot of time in the past few years. (More on that at a later date.) So I'm having this weird testing done.. they are for some reason looking at my veins with ultrasound equipment. The lady doing the testing announces 'AH HA!!' As if she has just discovered the cure for the common cold or cancer itself. I look to her puzzled. I ask why the "Ah ha?" She goes on to explain to me I have this rare disorder having to do with my veins running in a weird pattern and that it is hereditary I got it from my Dad she tells me. SO I climb up and I begin searching the halls and the rooms of the hospital for Dad so I can tell him these findings. At first I am calmly strolling peeking in rooms and down corridors, but after not seeing him in a little while I became quite panicked. I start SCREAMING "DAD-- where are you? DAD--DAD-- DADDY WHERE ARE YOU..." I'm running now and searching everywhere.. but I can not find him.. tears are streaming down my face. He wont answer me and i am running everywhere crying and Screaming "DADDY I NEED YOU NOW WHERE ARE YOU?" I actually screamed out in my sleep which is what woke me up. I laid there very distraught and cried for a very long time. I can only guess I dreamed this because my mind knew I will never be able to just go to him when I need him again. The realization is painful indeed.
Another odd dream.
My mother and I are sitting in the living room of her house. Dad is there, we both know he is dead yet he is there and walking around talking up a storm. We aren't frightened but are wondering why he is still there...My mother tells me in my dream--"you know he was in a coma when he passed" (In all reality he was not but in the dream that was what she said) So I told her.. "Mom maybe he doesn't know that he is dead then? Maybe we should tell him he died so he can go onto the other side?" I can only surmise I dreamed this up worried about where he is now???
Anyone who is good at dream interpreting care to take a crack I welcome the feedback.