I'm not OK . . . I promise.
Not feeling well physically, emotionally, and probably not even mentally. I took an Ambien and will probably only trip a bit before I actually pass out to sleep. I'm sooo tired and stressed and now 1 of my best friends hates me. I just want to cry. and sleep. Definitely sleep. And, unfortunately Ambien's the only drug I have that'll put me in an altered state to help me escape my issues. I may drink a little on it, but I don't know if that'd do anything other than make me pass out faster. I wish I had some alternate options . . . :o(