One can't help but ask why?

[badgurls4life]

he was given a second chance....a second chance to do whatever he was meant to do. WHY did he just give up? I'm mad at him, yes at him and I hope he can hear me say it too. I hope he knows I'm mad along with everyone else who is mad, upset or just down right depressed. I hope he sees it all... I love him so much and tried to make that point clear every time i saw him. I just don't know what to do or say. I don't know how to deal with this...this fourth death of the year. the fourth person I've lost this year that has meant a lot to me.

I'm leaving school tonight to go home, I'm going to his funeral whenever that might be. I've made all the calls...all the emails...I just want to go home...ya know?

I love you guys and I hope you know that...no matter what I love you.