says
i dont care that this is a public journal and that everyone might see this and think i'm a big loser, but i have to get this out
i feel stupid and used, and embrassed. b/c i know whatever happened is pry deeply regreted by the other party, and whats worse then being someone's regret. its not even like i really like or was attached to the other party, but who wants to be the mistake someone makes? the one who is just the other ones slipup, the one you didnt really want, but you just decided too, but isnt that how it always is?
stephanie
i feel stupid and used, and embrassed. b/c i know whatever happened is pry deeply regreted by the other party, and whats worse then being someone's regret. its not even like i really like or was attached to the other party, but who wants to be the mistake someone makes? the one who is just the other ones slipup, the one you didnt really want, but you just decided too, but isnt that how it always is?
stephanie