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[badfishtoo]

I'm in first period right now. spanish. joy to the world. i reallllllllly want to skip...badly, but I can't remember how many absents i have for next period and i have to go to chem, so i can study for that stupid quarter test tomorrow. i dont want to go visit colleges, life is really confusing right now. everything seems to have to be sepreated, it seems like the begining of the year all over again, and i thought i had finally passed that annoying, backstabbing, hurtful stage of my life. it seems like all life is a constant wheel spinning the same events with different people. maybe it'll just change after i leave high schoool....i still feel like Im 15 years old and Im never going to be ready or mature enough for college. i dont know....i really dont
stephanie